Welcome aboard

Welcome aboard to our exclusive-private class.
We offer you one-person-only accommodation to fully indulge your needs.

We provide you the sweetest things of all kind.
The happiness you may have.
The warmth you may feel.
The love you've been searching for.

As we are upgrading,
now we add some extra-values.
We keep our eyes opened 24/7 to make sure you are happy with us.
We save our times to get intimate with you.
We deposit our energy to fulfill what you want.
We sacrifice our souls for you.

This is your pilot,
and welcome aboard with MY HEART.

dedicated to Alvin Chen and Devi Wijaya

Congratulations 28 Nov 2011

Lighter

And I am by myself
in this brown lovely sofa
pretending to be busy
to forget all the unpleasant things

My soul is craved
My heart is bruised

When the cigar meets the lighter
that's the day I've lost

Heart Broken

I have my heart broken.
Neither by my ex nor my next.
It's broken by myself.

I who am so weak pretend to be a solid rock.
I who am so tearful stand like a strong.

I've hurt many hearts.
Many hearts that do love me.

I've no idea what I'm doing.
Just as if there's only one curse F word to throw to them.
I really got no idea why.

Yes I've broken myself.
And their hearts.

Marriage

I have to admit it first that I have no capability enough in the speaking of marriage.
But of course, the idea was not just landing in my head without any specific reason.
Well at least there were bunch of weddings I attended last month.

From my point of view, a marriage is not just putting the marvelous ring in your finger.
It's more than promise, and  moreover it has its own soul.


Let's take a little time of wondering..
When you wake up, u must have portrayed the same face next to your pillow, in every single morning!
Geez!

Yeah it's sweet.. For the some firsts..
How about 5 years past? 15 years? 50 years?
Do you still feel it as sweet as the beginning?
How do you even keep it long-lasting when your husband's terrible habit is sucks for you?
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"menurut gue 'kasih dan saling menghormati' yang bikin pernikahan itu berarti dan bisa langgeng sampe kakek-nenek." - Verawati

"married itu uda BUKAN SAATNYA PENJAJAKAN LAGI, melainkan SAATNYA PENERIMAAN DENGAN TULUS" - Shinta Sendjaja

"kalo udah punya anak, anak2 lu yang bakal jadi prioritas utama. Jadi apa yang buat kita tetep bisa bertahan dalam sebuah pernikahan itu adalah kedewasaan dan konsistensi kita atas komitmen yg udah kita buat sama pasangan kita" - Aulia Putri Utami



For me,
marriage = marry-for-ages
It means you are accepting all the consequences when you signed it up.
And it is for long term, dear..
Because you are marrying the whole package,
even it means you have to get up earlier than the sun for just serving his breakfast a bowl of oat..
Because it's what marriage means..
Yeaa
marriage = marry-for-ages

Goodbye Auntie

After the long journey,
now you are back.
Back to The Highest.

Let we cherish the moments passed,
drown in the shadow of your face.
What you have left is what we own to be memorized.

We are grateful to have such a great aunt like you.
You are always an auntie for us,
a friend for us,
a sister for us.

Goodbye, beloved auntie.
May you rest in peace,
Auntie Dian Aristea.